关于这本书的决定出来了，在这里和诸位分享一下。（之前今天发的给我屏了，说我违规，我申请解jin，被拒绝了，那我再发一次好了，用英语，抱歉，我也不想，但是被人屏了啊，）

iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soiwillgetstraighttothepointtheniwillsharethejourneyihadyesterday:

thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months，withadailyminimumofabout3000words.

asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theonethatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:

fuckit.

now，forthejourneyihadyesterday.

ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，ihavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandiwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.

thisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterihadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatiamnogoodatall.

iwasfurious，butwasifuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?

theanswerisno，iamnotthatna?ve.iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.

heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.bysayingthis，imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.

andwhy?becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables，youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.

sohimsayingiamnogood，iknowwhathemeans，hemeantiamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(drevillittlepinkyposerighthere)”，butsayingthis，iamalsofullyawareiamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，iamgrateful.

iamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidiamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitssci-fisectionisfilledwithmarveldoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.l

sowhydidihaveanoutburst，simple，iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseiloveit，ifuckinglovedoingit，icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.

so，aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.

andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?

soihadanoutburst.

thatoutburstisalsoduetothefactiwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.

whendoessomeoddjobbecomeaprofession?itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety，itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.

however，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.

wearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseafricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.

writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge，thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.

writersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingiphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.

wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.

imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butisimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.

ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.

4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。

ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.

iwitnessedthebirthofchinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.

thesearemydemonsandihadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，iwasvictoriousonceagain.

somemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceiamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.

that’strue，butthenagain，iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.

butiamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.

that’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.

iamlucky，idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soidon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.

so，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.

staywithme，iwillgetthere，iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestican.

iwillseeyoutomorrow